When One Dream Ends, Another Begins: Reflections on Leaving USAID
This was my last week at the United States Agency for International Development (USAID).
My role as an A&A Specialist was not just a job, it was the fulfillment of a dream. Every internship, professional experience, and educational pursuit was chosen with USAID in mind. Though cut short, it was an honor to play a role in the effort of advancing a free, peaceful, and prosperous world on behalf of the American people.
Over the past few months, I’ve been able to process my time at USAID, and reimagine my dreams and professional goals. Here are a few reflections from that time:
• Our work matters: This May, I earned a Master of Arts degree in International Relations. My capstone project explored the symbiotic relationship between international development and humanitarian aid, particularly in the context of the global food security crisis. The research revealed that, although imperfect, foreign aid is integral to creating a safer, more resilient, and prosperous world, benefiting both the United States and the international community.
• A continued commitment to impartial service: As a civil servant, I took an oath to support and defend the U.S. Constitution. Amid financial insecurity and professional uncertainty, my USAID colleagues and I upheld that commitment. Our duty transcends political affiliations and changing administrations. We are the continuity of the government, and I am proud of my fellow public servants who remained steadfast despite challenges, often at great personal cost.
• My dedication to service stands: I joined USAID because I believe in its mission and for years, my sights were set on USAID’s Foreign Service. That dream shaped every step of my career. But in this period of transition, I’ve come to understand that my identity is not defined by a specific agency or title. It is rooted in service itself — the call to care, dedicate, and contribute to the greater good. Beginning next month, I will shift from meeting people’s physical needs to also focusing on meeting their emotional, mental, and spiritual ones as a missionary through a program called Revive Eastern Europe – more info to come!
• God is in control: These past few months have been humbling, as the sense of control and confidence I felt over my career and future was shaken. I am reminded of Proverbs 16:9, which says, “The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.” How silly of me to think otherwise. Over the last few months, I’ve been reminded of the value of trusting in His will, for true peace and comfort come only through Him.
My thoughts and prayers are with all who prematurely ended their federal careers, those continuing the mission at the State Department, our political leaders, and everyone impacted—both near and far—by the current course of U.S. foreign aid.
